I believe that the people that believe in fate find it the most in life.. I believe in it but have yet to experience it.

I ended it but I'm broken. I love you but I hate you. I love your family more. I'm hurt and sad and happy at the same time. Ive always believed in soulmates even though you didn't buy secretly thought you were mine. Now that everything is over, I'm speechless. I want to move on and I don't.. But I really do. I want someone who will appreciate me, love me and want to spend time with me. Thinking back on the past years with you, I see that I was never treated right but thought it was okay. It's not. I deserve better and want it. I'm so impatient and everyone says when you least expect it.. I least expect it? It doesn't work like that. I'm just so broken. No other way to put it. It really is a shame that throwing away things was easier for me than deleting your family. I'm really going to miss them. It hasn't been too long but I'm not going to lie.. Some days I wake up and miss you. But you don't miss me.. You haven't said anything or made any kind of effort at all and that breaks me more. How much can a heart take? I'm so ready to move on and have fun. It's pathetic that I'm online but I'm more excited for atlantic city. New faces. Old ones. We will see. Only time will tell. Is it so much to want to be loved and to be looked at with adoring eyes. I don't know the feeling. I hate this.

Dreamt about the two people on my mind recently.. weird.

What a horrible day! I love my job but seriously, if you don't want to pay for your hair cut and tip your stylist, don't come into a salon. If you barely want to pay 8 dollars for your kid's hair almost down to her butt filled with grease you just put in, go to jcpenney and get it for free. I don't understand people. The day just got worse as it went on. On a better note, I'm loving making videos but by the time I get home, all natural lighting is gone.. I'm working on getting lighting set up, etc but this is frustrating in the meantime. UGH

Shopping of course!

Today has been an AMAZING shopping day!! After I woke up and got ready, I took Honey to get her nails clipped and for the breeders to show me how to do it without them. She definitely made a liar out of me haha. She was an angel and we had a moment.. I think she trusts me now because their dogs were jumping on me while she was in my arms and she got so scared so I just held her closer, stroked her and kissed her head. She remained calm and didn't scratch me. :) On to the shopping!!! My mom and I made a kohls trip. Lately, I haven't found anything there so I thought it wouldn't be successful. I was wrong. I spent 63 dollars and saved.. drum roll please.. 500. I got leopard jeans, blazers, cardigans, a tank, hot pink high waisted shorts, hippie esque jeans. I'd say I did pretty well and put a lot back!! So ready for work in the cooler weather now! ;) I'd be lying if I said I wasn't stoked that after the fiftieth try, I got a kohls card :D No exaggeration. I'm currently looking for bedding on the site right now haha always and forever a compulsive shopper. <3
Xx chels

Week in photos

Getting ready for a long day of work so I figured I'd post really quickly! Still trying to figure out a time of day to start filming YouTube videos :)

1. Nude polish and glitter :)
2. Spent hours looking for this!! Pleasantly surprised when it matched my new bag!
3. New bag! Haha :) kdny
4. Forgot I even own converse..
5. Tried on my vegas dress!! Getting excited! :)

Xx chels

appreciation post :)

I honestly cannot say enough good things about my boss!! First of all, she is my mentor and I'm always learning new things. She has a great way of teaching unlike so many bosses. I'm not looked down upon and she doesn't make me feel stupid if I don't know what to do. I love that we get along and seriously don't even understand how anyone couldn't! Whose boss send them pictures of their new lauren conrad dresses? Come on haha. Just the fact that I could watch and learn so much from her is enough but everything else is such a bonus! I can't even put into words how much I appreciate her! I'll attempt to let her know through her birthday present though :) Excited for the future and to see what happens in the next year!

xx chels

I wish I could just transfer my good posts over to this blog..  takes too long to make them again.

infinity

For years now, I've wanted an infinity tattoo. Preferably with the person I will spend forever with.. I had asked my boyfriend if we could get them on our middle finger when we get engaged (before it was tumblr famous) and he said no. It was then that I decided maybe I should get it with a best friend.. Who knows.. They might last longer. I ended up meeting my now best friend and she already got one with her best friend haha oh, the luck of chelsie.. So I'm just stuck here wanting this tattoo and no one wants to get it with me. I have always loved anchors and anything that reminds me of the ocean at all and I just saw this tattoo! Perfection. My first thought? Aww love and you're my anchor and keep me grounded. But what if it doesn't work out? Screw it. I've decided that I WILL have this whether we make it or not. This will be on my skin. Next tattoo forsure. Sorry shears, you will have to wait.
xx chels

 

Good morning!

:)
the plaid blanket pictures are two days ago. Bunny burrito :) haha she was so good for me! auntie alaina visited yesterday and brought honey a small bed that she'd rather eat than sit in and treats that she turned her nose up at.
Xx chels

it's decided

When my new purse comes in the mail, I will start doing youtube videos.. I've been putting this off for years because of insecurities but I need to just jump in.
xx chels

wind in your hair

I'm not one to obsess over cars but once I get an idea in my head, it stays there. A rabbit, for example haha. I'm the queen of manipulation and can convince myself and even you that I need whatever it is is on my mind.. I'm just that good;) I don't do it on purpose but it ends up that way. My dad had put this brilliant and now regretted idea in my mind.. Sell my car. My first thought is, I don't have air haha. His solution? Sell in the winter. Although I feel bad about that, as long as we're honest I don't see what's wrong. There are so many cars to choose from that I thought I should start my research now. Wrong idea.. Now I want it NOW but I also know that no one in their right mind would buy mine with the brutal Jersey heat that is upon us. I will wait. It will just take patience but I did the math (on the website haha) and with my LOW trade in value, my payments will be 60 a month which isn't too bad. Better start saving!! Chrysler sebring and wind in my hair, here I come! ;)
xx chels

compulsive shopper

Late night online shopping.. I have a problem. Just ordered two bags. One out of boredom and one is gorgeous.

Can't wait for both to come in! More for the latter ;)

Also waiting on customized keychains, phone cases, leather look jeggings, and towie keychains. So maybe I have been spending a lot more than I thought until I typed this haha. Oops.

xx chels

feeling accomplished

I feel like I got so much accomplished today! haha cleaned maybe half of honey's cage, switched out her hay, gave her a bum bath, bought wipes and powder, cleaned off her toys, put another litter pan in and also had some quality bonding bunny burrito time :P She was so good! Didn't scratch me at all and although she wasn't relaxed, she was behaving herself. Also, I just received an email from the breeders and they're letting me stop by Saturday to clip nails for the first time as I wasn't shown when I picked her up. Love my little muffin<3
xx chels

alfalfa hay

If a rabbit owner ever reads this, I was misinformed of what to feed my baby bunny. I was told my a few people that timothy hay is for when they get bigger and to feed her alfalfa hay while she's little... Yeah. It's been less than a week of alfalfa hay and she is a mess! All of her used to be hard pellets are soft and all over her little butt. I don't think that it is too much to worry about but I can't get her clean! I put literally less than two inches of water in the sink and tried to wash her bum. She wasn't having that. So now I have an angry bunny, still covered in poo and she also won't let me clean her cage even though it's covered in her you know.. Any suggestions?
xx chels

Excuse me??

I had the weirdest experience today! I was closing the salon and pulled the gates shut. Standing there counting the money, I looked up to see a man on the other side. I assumed he would ask what time we open tomorrow as the late comers usually do. No, instead he asks if I can cut his hair. Wish I could use the side ways eye emoji right now considering he's having a conversation with me through gates ha. I told him no, im sorry. Seriously? The gate is closed. Who would even ask that? Not even the worst part. He proceeds to ask if I can cut his hair.. even if it's at my house.. but he'll tip me "mad good" haha.. uh NO. At this point, I grasped my pen tightly ready to go all red eye on this creep. He continued to ask and I continued to say no.. He got mad and stormed away. I thought for sure he was going to try to come in the salon. So weird! Out of all the options and suggestions, who in their right mind would ask to come to my house repeatedly. Needless to say, I was scared. Calm but scared. If he would have tried anything, he would have a pen in his neck and no scarf to stop the blood. Luckily, that wasn't needed but he did watch me walk to my car. Can you say creepy? Next purchase? Multiple pepper sprays and the course I need to take to use one (ridiculous in itself and not known by many people until they get sued for defending themselves). Yeah. Enough for me for today haha Happy to be home with my family and honey
xx chels

fiddlesticks

Anyone with a rabbit feel the need to buy like 100 fiddlesticks? haha my honey loves hers. I like to use it for a ramp to her play area but she needs something to get to her second level and a hideout she will actually use.. unlike the igloo I bought her. Considering buying like 3 more. She's quite the spoiled bunny <3
xx chels

today

I'm the kind of person who would much rather do something that I love and not make a lot of money than do something I hate and be rich. That being said, I do hair. Luckily, this industry can offer me both eventually. Despite the annoying and hypocritical clients today, my day was great! My boss told me that if she leaves, she wants me to come with her. I won't get into all the details but although it's not set in stone, it means the world to me that she would want me to come too! She told me she wants to make me into an amazing stylist :) Could I possibly have a better boss? No, the answer is no. Also, I love making people's days<3 The best of part of what I do. My one client today has cancer and I gave her the confidence she needed in her cute haircut while her husband also loved it :) That's why I love what I do.
xx chels

Late night random

Someone is being an angel tonight!<3
She let me hold her fine, didn't leave me presents on my bed and watched tv with me :)

:)

Good afternoon from honey! :)

Week in photos

My week in photos

this week

This week my closest friend came to visit for a few days. She actually took off Mondays and Tuesdays because I had them off and she could stay for a couple days.. How sweet? Unfortunately, I ended up having busy days at work and she spent the day with honey and my mom haha. Good thing she doesn't mind :P We finally got to go shopping today and I am thrilled with my purchases haha I must say it's nice to have a friend who is almost the same person as me. We're currently loving towie and leatherette jeggings with heels ;) Guilty pleasure. You know you're close with someone when you end up picking out the same Christmas presents for each other haha :)
Next on our list.. multi region dvd player!!

xx chels

21

I'll be the first to admit that I'm not the crazy fun friend. I don't know why I turned out like this but sometimes I'm okay with it. Other times, not so much. I've never partied or even been to one. Crazy right?? I'd definitely be a different person. I'm not going to lie, it hurts that because I'm not like everyone else, it's looked down upon. It really sucks. It's a bit of a sting when you're hanging out with a friend and about to go to sleep and they turn and tell you that everyone is partying tonight. Wish we were. Lame. Now, I could just be over reacting but why wouldn't that hurt me? I get it. I'm not as fun as normal people my age. I was brought up a different way and honestly, I believe that would make my grandma proud. I'd be lying if I said sometimes I didn't wish I was like most 21year olds..

xx chels

Little stinker

This little stinker gave me a scare last night! Boyfriend was supposed to be watching her and as I told him he can't watch tv AND watch her, she got out of her designated play area. She scampered all over my room and under my bed and probably left me presents I have yet to find.. I was a worried mom haha she's my baby:')

xx chels

What a day!

To start off..

To start this lovely blog off, a quick snap of honey and I :)

Andy Grammer poster in the back ;)

xx chels

Introduction

My name is Chelsie and I'm 21 years old. Not the typical though. I am hairstylist and it is truly my passion. I've tried having a tumblr, a cosmetology blog, a fashion/ beauty one, a personal one and lastly, a bunny blog? I go a little crazy but who doesn't? I decided to make this blog for everything! Well, I'll try. I've got a new and amazing job with wonderful people, an adorable bunny named honey and a lot on my mind. Follow if you'd like to know more :)

I must warn, there will probably be lots of pictures of honeybun<3 Who can't resist a cute baby bunny though? ;)

xx chels